CHANGE??? BETTER OR WORSE??

Without realizing, another day just passes me by. Can't really believe just 3 months back i was still in college amongst a group of awesome pals caring not a damn about anything. The world seems to have been turned upside down. Smita's gone for a three month training to one of the BEST cities of the world; chacha has grovelled, begged, kissed ass, slogged his own ass off and finally gotten into MICROSOFT; gunajn's in calcutta, deb in hyd/mumbai; the rest of the gang's still in bangalore, lost in their respective corporate maze, trying to maintain some sanity in life.
And yours truly is stuck in Delhi, getting up in the morning for gym, driving mom around, lazing in front of the TV, wearing a silver bracelet. A lot has changed!!!
Hang on!!! Has it?? if I look beneath the surface, things still seem the same. I still get to talk to smita regularly ( thanks to her gracious self and her RICH company ),todi's till partying more than what's good for his back, shshank's still afraid of swimming, we still pull chacha's leg and he's still definately getting his ass kicked in MS, naga shaina n ravi still called the same ol' gang for their bday treat, mansur n anji meet regurlay, n so do appy n pooj, n for that matter ravi n appy.
I'm still making the same mistakes in MOCK CAT, still not enough inspiration and dedication to slog away for CAT n GMAT, still finding countless ways to put off studying for that one extra hour, with the thought-- " ho jaayega yaar"..
Nothing has Changed!!
Hmmm..
Even as i pen down this, i'm confused myself.. Has something really changed or not? Surely, we've graduated from college and those days are never returning.. Is this ofr the better or worse, i guess time will only tell..
Right now, i wish everyday that time would somehow turn back by three months, when we were still in college and enjoying life..
I guess many of our group only would not agree with me, but then, you're not sitting at home doing nothing, and putting all your hopes on getting into an MBA college next year!!!